Yesterday,
Lama had a very calm night; he slept properly without any complaining of pain or vomiting. In the morning he wakes up a bit early today and after completing his all habitual tricks, he was just relaxing turned his red face towards the sun. I entered the room and saw Lama murmur something; I asked
Lama, what happened? He said father there are few concern that is playing in my mind and annoying me for the past few days and that is the reason I didn't have proper sleep which later cause the constipation, uneasiness in me. But father after an intent look over few strong reasons I thought I have to be healthy and strong to fight out the odds of life. I asked
Lama, what are those concerns are?;
Lama with his notorious smile said father, while I think of where I live I find lots of adversary, poor people, unhygienic environment, poor road condition (you know father when I was coming from Hospital I had mercy on this city, when I saw the pot holes, drench all over the city roads..ohh!; by virtue of this Kestopur road I developed my backache; woeful!) and lots more is in my list; when I think of Kolkata I find that we all know that what is good for the city but still we ignore and put ourselves ahead of the city. Again when I think of the State I find that we are far behind of the other state, the reason is known to all but still we agitate on the ground of no agenda. Father, when I think of the Country I feel a bit sorry for those people who had shed their blood and life’s for us; I believe no country is a perfect country until every citizen is perfect but how would you convince people of our country to be perfect? Father, today probably I am sounding a bit philosophical but believe me I have to live in this world and I am preparing myself mentally to have the power to live under the pressure. And Father I know you can’t deny that I am not right, because no one better than you know what happened on 22nd October 2008 when I was just pale with pain in the arms of my mother and you brought me to the Hospital; we all saw the naked truth which was much more naked than me. We call the profession as noble profession but probably money is more powerful in this world than anything else and people like us doesn’t have any worth for them. I am thinking on two options whether to fight against the odd or just compromise the situation as you all did.
“After conceive the thoughts of
Lama which he explained me through his big eyes without uttering a single word, I was speechless.
Lama today is 41 days old and I wish him all the power to face the truth and fight out the odd of life. Love You
LAMA.
The treatment went for 7 days with 5 stabbing each day, so now I smile when somebody tells me that these needles are very painful. I saw my mother was crying to find her son in distress, I became very emotional, then some how swallow the pain and started to play with mom, thamma, dadu.........
